Jeebie Heebie

2008-12-09T23:29:00.000-08:00

okay.. i'm damn pissed off now.
i hate Jiang!
it's like am i going to spend 1hr doing jiang hw for like 3 weeks?!
this is plain INSANITY!

2008-11-24T05:56:00.000-08:00

hey ppl!
i'm gonna leave the hse soon le
me going overseas..
now i'm packing up and checking my luggage
it is heavy with all the winter wear!
well.. bb

2008-11-21T05:28:00.000-08:00

seriously there's nth to blog about nowadays..
so boring lors..
our psle results is like revolving around our lives.
and my results quite low leh
T.T
but i must rly thank God for letting me get such a good mark already..
Must stay on the bright side.. ^^
and to the somebody who got 255 and is really upset,
pls cheer up..
it hurts me to see you in such a state leh
to say the truth
to get 250 and above is quite good already
so dun cry about spilt milk.
And here's a message to my friends.
To those who are satisfied with their results,
Congrats!
And to those who are upset and sulking over their results,
Cheer up! No point crying over spilt milk and let's just get up from the fall
and walk down the path called life.

2008-11-19T23:57:00.000-08:00

sigh.
I dun wanna go Nanyang leh
but no choice..
I wanna go NJC
not nanyang.
no offence,
but nanyang sucks like hell!
so damn chinese
and somemore is girls sch leh!
NJC on the other hand,
is way better.
It is mixed
and not that Chinese.
I simply hate chinese schools..
okay, to say the truth,
I hate chinese
and guess wad?
to study in such a Chinese- like school,
for a chinese hater like me
would be HELL!

2008-11-19T22:31:00.000-08:00

i'm feeling so ... now
I didn't get 4A*s
compared to Keng Soon,
my score is like shit.
after all
he gets 4A*s
and probably 270+
and considering my pathetic score of like 260+
anybody, in my shoes, would be feeling moody!
How can I lose to him?
well.. to look on the bright side,
I got 260+ and this score is already quite good!
I mean, at least I get offered a third language option
and i probably even won somebody whom i dun wanna mention.
I think my frens would noe hu..
though our scores are about the same
if I never heard wrongly.. ^^
so i tink i should just cheer up!

2008-11-19T07:27:00.000-08:00

oh my
it's like 11.27pm
but i'm not slping
coz i'm too scared for my results..
waa!
I dun wanna get my horrendous results
SAD SAD
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hiax..
hope that i can get 260 and above
though I hope for 270.

2008-11-18T07:04:00.000-08:00

hmm.. nth rly happened today leh..
erms... went JP.
Bought some items.
Went home.
and rotted.
and rotted again.
Quite boring la... ><
2 more days or should I say 1 more day
before i get more horrendous results le!!!
so worried lors...
hiax..
hope i can get into the same sch as my besties..
i'm so gonna miss emily..

2008-11-18T00:29:00.000-08:00

lol.. nth to write for now.. will post again ltr!

2008-11-15T02:33:00.000-08:00

sigh.
Nothing much happen today.
Nothing matters so much to me now
since my friends are gone.
My life is meaningless without them.
Nothing seems the same without them.
I wish I had a magic remote control
so that when I press the button,
I can be back
Back to the first day of school.
Those memories.
I feel like crying..
My eyes are brimming with tears..
I doubt that I would ever forget them.
anyways watched Free Willy 2 today.. quite nice la but I really was'nt paying attention
coz my whole mind had drifted away to my dear friends but mostly to him..
To say the truth we're drifting further apart..
He's too busy with his games and I just left him out of my life totally.
We're not even talking to each other everyday now!
We used to be like chatting with each other for hours..
Well, I guess..
I had fell to deeply in love.

2008-11-14T06:41:00.000-08:00

One day has yet to pass but I miss them all already!
They used to be my everything. My Life.
But now, we're nothing.
Though we promised to keep in touch,
but will we?
Will we be too busy to communicate?
Will we make too many new friends,
Resulting in us being brushed off to a remote corner in your brain?
I wish to keep my promise. I wish to be with them forever. I wish...
But no matter how many " I wish" are being said, some things are inevitable.
If things are meant to be, they are meant to be.
We can't change fate, or can we?
I can just keep my fingers crossed and hope that we would be in touch. And be with him.

I guess, this is goodbye

2008-11-13T23:52:00.000-08:00

That's the end. Adios, my friend.That was what I had said as I forced a smile. I may seem happy on the surface but deep within, I heard my heart shatter into smithereens. Deep within, it hurts. Hurts so badly.
I never been so inconsolable before. They were my friends. They were the ones who shared my weals and woes. I'll do anything to bring them back but everyone knows that it'll never happen. I was perhaps just a chapter in their life but to me, they were the whole book. Think that many would notice that the usual aggresive stress-playing atmposphere had disappeared. In its place was just silence or maybe with a few quiet rounds of Uno. Everybody's sad too. After all, we all left sweet and bitter memories there. But all that we would take with us is just happy moments..
Bidding farewell has never been my cup of tea. But because of my friends I did it well.. I guess this is goodbye.
There's no point looking back now. We have to move on to the next phrase of our lives..
But the great times in school are irreplacable.
My dearest classmates, you are loved

2008-11-12T04:33:00.000-08:00

time is just a weird thing..when u want it to pass quickly, it turns out to be direct opposite and takes like eternity for even a second to pass.. when u want it to pause there and then for u, it ain't obeying what u want and what seemed like one second turned out to be actually hours..
Soon, school would be ending and everybody is going on separate ways..it was rly impossible to imagine life without my friends. You see, it had became a habit that i always hang out with my friends in school.. but soon, we'll all become strangers..
Somebody once said that the British built a ship- warship, my friends and I built a ship too- friendship. You all Roxx!

2008-11-10T20:24:00.000-08:00

Fiona, you're so dead.. wad rubbish did u utter to MH?! Urgh! How many times must i say this?We're just good friends. There's nothing else between us..
And now because of u.. i have to clear up a whole pile of misunderstandings!
You're so gonna pay

2008-11-10T19:15:00.000-08:00

Nothing much happened today except for the fact that prefects had to go help prepare for Sday. And we can't play games like others... >3 it seems that everyone had posted up dedications except me.. well, i guess i'll post them up now, lest another bestie comes up to me, sulking and pouting. Girls first! sry boys, nxt post..
(the order is random)

Emily** The Grandmother..
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Hmm..
Won't forget her for some reasons:
- Those Crazy Talks we had
- Her spontanity
- The charisma she carried along with her
A good listener and someone you can turn to when you are BoRED..
Gonna miss you.. miss the times when the wild times we spent together.. teasing you.. smacking you..lol. every moment with you just came rushing into my mind.. grad day, the times when we bicker, and not to mention, the time we first met in p3..Take care and keep in touch, yea?
Fiona; Elmo Lover
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Though we are'nt rly that close, but we once shared happy memories.. Though you put teasing me as your hobby, but you are still my good friend. Special and unique..humorous tat i must admit.. hahas.. thinking of you reminds me of the time we played truth or dare in msn.. when i dared u to put "ilovezestin" as your personal msg.. can't help giggling to myself.. and plspls dun EVER come up with stupid nicknames for me le hors..
Adele to think of it u dun have any nicks.
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Rmb those times we day-dreamed a lot in class... when we used to "vandalise" on our belongings.. hahas.. nice friend ;) one of the rare few which can bear with my crap.. miss u alot.. not much of a chance to chat with you since lessons ended after psle and we went on our own ways.. but u are still remembered forever.. ^^ eh must jy hors.. dun slack.. have confidence with urself.. u can do it! aiyah.. me sounding like old grandmother nagging alrdy.. and i can't snatch emily's job! <33
Megan.. dryrice(mi-gan)
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hahas.. the time we jumped into the pool with our home clothes.. happy moments.. quite busybody i must say.. y do u keep asking about HIM??? i'm telling u now, straight in the face, that i dun like HIM.. lol. anyways, for the 7000++ time , i'm telling you this: you're pretty enuff.. dun nid to go plastic surgery la.. ur gorgeous face dun deserve to go under the knife.. understand? :) hahas..well.. i guess it's goodbye my friend..*weeps* it's so hard to bid farewell..
Ming Xuan. BMX
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A very good friend since young.. Best friend from my old sch.. hahas.. also a nice friend :} although u always slack de.. but 99% ppl in sch slack too! lmao.. not all :X Strive hard for better results hors..
See, I'm so nice!
Never talk about _______ in this dedication!